The music of my heart

Some sounds really relate to me...My whole body responds in such powerful and magnificent way thats beyond explanation....A moment, which i would like to stay forever. I may feel like i have the urge to dance, sing, draw, paint....start create something or cook, or have a flow of beautiful ideas or...
desire to run, or be outside in the nature. Or to walk alone super happily aimlessly in the streets. Or whatever...just to be. Connected. Centered. To experience my true self....just through a song or a melody. A moment....so precious.
So ....my inspiration since 2-3 days is due to this amazingly beautiful Voice of this incredible Woman LARA FABIAN
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kwhjy67TWic

I feel i go into another reality. I feel kind of addicted, when some nice melody touches my heart. When i love some music I am all there. I am truly 100% in it. I feel it. I experience it. I can close my eyes and...i m all there. Don't try to tell me something, because maybe I won't even hear you. My whole system is enjoying...Purely listening and experiencing each and every note in my own way. I feel the urge to hear it soooo many times on repeat...that i m even scared to see the numbers. But i don't care. I can hear it from the moment i open my eyes, to listen while going and coming from work, while my resting moments in the eve till i fall asleep. And the beauty of it is that i a enjoying each and every piece of it every single time. It is like a magic! That happens with particular song. Its like a song- arrow that hits my heart and i am all caught up in it. Till....the moment when all the feelings are gone, or particularly gone and i still enjoy it but this extra unique connecting feeling is not present. In a moment all of this beauty could be gone forever, or for just a particular time or a moment. But i feel amazingly great! I feel i am complete. I feel grateful for those precious moments when i am connecting to myself....even if it is through a song. In those moments i just am. There. In the moment. In the world where this beautiful memory sends me...away from the grey sky and dusty streets, from the complainings of the people. Yes, i choose the beauty of the Song, touching with its soft string my heart, it melts and...becomes more. More sensitive. More loving. More beautiful. Richer. More vulnerable but also strong. Loved. Sincere. Pure. Divine. Truthful to my own self..
This is my reality. This is my choice. To listen 100 times to a extremely powerful song that makes me extraordinary happy and not to have time to hear the news from the radio to depress me even before the day starts.

I choose happiness, smiles, freedom, beauty, creativity and sincerity. I welcome to my own world positive and happy people, inspiring people, successful people with beautiful hearts and brilliant brains and spontanious behavior. I choose to see the flowers in the street, to hear the birds and be open for the new and for the change...showing us the path to become a better person each and every ordinary day. I choose to smile, to laugh, to feel and love...to create, to help, to give all my best and leave the rest. I choose to feel, to close my eyes and to follow....